And what if at the end of it all I just don’t make the cut. I don’t live up to what’s expected. I’d like to point the blame elsewhere but at this point in life I already know that it always comes down to oneself. Can’t blame others. There’s almost always something you could have done differently. Restart now so in the future I won’t hate the past which is currently the present. Brick walls arent easy to get through. But it’s been done before.
